RQ: My bad boy (leviXreader) AU-day 9

Your pov'

When he left "I wonder what his dream?" I ask to myself and stood up, after I get a bottle of water I went back to finish my work.

Time skip Dinner time

"Thank you for helping me cook, Christa" you said "no problem senpai, I will call everyone" she said "thank you" you said and  you prepare the table, when Christa call everyone well almost

"where is Levi?" You ask "he said that, he is not hungry" Christa said "Oh is that so, well ok I guess, let's eat, and tell me what do you think of this place" I said and we started eating and they tell me all the things they make about, the view their works and all.

"That's good, so Armin and Mikasa can you do the dishes, I forgot to pack up I left my things outside" I said "no problem" they said and I went outside and get my things, when I was walking.


"The moon is so beautiful" I said and I went to the cabin and put my things in room.

After some bonding time, with my members they seems tired "we should get some rest" I said "that's a good Idea" they said 

"Good night" we said "oh and Christa if you have some trouble with Ymir, don't hesitate to scream" You said "you are so mean" Ymir said "I am not I am concerned to Christa" I said and chuckle "don't worry senpai, good night then" she said "ok good night everyone" I said and they went in.

I looked on the last door of the corridor, where Levi room is "I wonder he is alright?" I try to knock but I didn't I take one last look on it and went to my room.

Levi' pov

I didn't eat dinner, because I don't want to see ________'s face her worried face, I don't want to see it, I felt so weak when she is around, she made me feel this, the feeling of I am worth of worrying, I hate it, or is it I am scared to feel that. 

I looked outside it was dark already, the moon is out and it was full, bright and beautiful but I felt empty. I sat up 

"I guess I can try painting it" I said and went to get my art supplies. I walked out into my room and I could see that everyone is sleeping, well it is good for me.

I walk silently and went outside, I looked for a place.

"It will do" I place my things down and I sat down and fix the canvas and start to paint. 

Painting, is the only thing makes me relax, I won't admit to anyone that I love painting, because they will only look down on me, I want they all fear me, I want them to be scared of me. Painting is the only way I can get this feelings of mine let out.

Normal pov'

You can't sleep and you thought to have some tea and you make your way to the kitchen and made some tea, while you are waiting for the water to boil you step out of the balcony and you saw a figure.

"Levi?" you mutter to yourself, a small smile form your lips, he look so peaceful but at the same time there something in him that was so lonely. You head back in and prepare the tea you made, maybe for two.

Levi POV'

I was painting, when I heard foot steps, and a smell of tea

"care for a tea?" a familiar voice ask when I turn around.

I saw (h/c) colored girl holding two cups of tea, the light of the moon shines and reflected in her glasses and smile form into her pinkish lips "tch" I return to my work 

" Oh come on, I wouldn't take an answer for no" she said and push the cup near me "tch" and take the cup

"good" she said and went to my side and take a look at my work "wow, you are really good" she said "I don't care what you think, so why are you here?" I asked sipping the tea "well I can't sleep so I went to make some tea and I saw you" she said 

There was a freezing silence between the two of us when she broke it "hey, Levi I want to know what do you dreamed earlier" she said while looking on the lake 

"why would I tell you" I asked "I want to know" she said looking straight to my eyes "I want to know, why, I can read through your work, that you felt lonely, why are you lonely? why are you locking yourself to others? why do you hate everyone? I want to help you Levi please let me help you" she said 

Why she is saying those words, why does she even care? I hate her, I put down the cup and stood up, I look up to her since she is a little taller than me by inches.

"then kiss me" I know she will not do that, I saw her blush "tch" then, she place her both hands beside my face she titled my face, and I saw her blushing, then.

She kiss my forehead and pull away, blushing so hard

"You didn't say where, so tell me" she said, I looked surprised, I didn't expect that, I caught off guard "tch, why are you so determined to know about me, do you like me or something?" I asked 

"I guess so" she said, she has a lot of surprise, I smirked "you are so annoying" I said, well I gave up she has so determination, I guess I should give it a try, a try to Trust her

"Fine" I said and could her face lighten up.

It is not bad, I think I like those smile of hers but.. at the same time

I hate her, I hate her smile, I hate her because I met her, I hate her because I feel so weak when she is around, I hate her that she made me trust her. this is frustrating